The baby has grown to the size of a peach this week and I finally have a small hard little baby bump underneath my belly button that is somewhat freaking me out. I will have pictures as soon as my dear husband isn't working or too exhausted to take them for me!
So let me take a moment to have a bitch fest... these raging hormones! I tell you, make it all stop! Everyone I talk to says to enjoy the sanity I have now because it only gets worse. WORSE!? oiii, I really don't wanna think about worse.
So right here between the stars, you will (wish you could) see all the things I so desperately want to say on here but can't ***%!#&@^!%#*** Someone close to me told me to let stuff roll off my back and not take things so personally. And no, this is not the first time I've heard this. Or the second, or third, or... geez, I've heard it a lot. But I'm gonna keep trying. I know in my head that it shouldn't matter what negative uncaring people have to say, but sometimes when you think you have a connection with a group of people, it still hurts to find out it was never there. And it can't not. But I'm moving on. Today's not the day to dwell on it. Tomorrow won't be either. And I'm damn tired. And also a really smart, pleasant, exciting person that has a lot going for her!
Some people wish they were as cool as me, and that's why they have negative things to say =o)
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